What made them say that?! Do they just breeze through life? Either that or they just don't live their life to the full, or they sit at home all day, etc. etc.
Hello my name is Sophie-Louise and you're currently reading my blog. Bloggity blog. There's a lot in my life that has happened (considering that I'm 19 years old), and I've reached yet another point in my life where I'm not sure what to do with myself.
School ended near enough a year ago, and since then I feel as though I've just continued to flit through life...(is flit even a word? I don't even know!) It's weird because you see your friends go off to University, get amazing grades (Gina I am looking at you girl), and you sit there and think...I just have a 9-5 job, something I said I never wanted to have, but hey look at me.
It takes a lot of mental stamina to realize that you don't like the person you've become. Others will disagree with this but it's true, I feel shy, small, afraid of everything, and I don't know how I got to this point. I feel like socializing is an issue, and getting up and out of bed in the morning is a struggle.
I was doing fine after I went to a convention in May, for my all time favourite TV Show, but then some more stuff happened, including my cat dying, which by the way, literally broke my heart (stupid and weird I know), baring in mind 6 weeks prior my dog died - and I found myself relapsing to the same spot I wound up at before.
So how do you get out of this?
Well to be honest, I don't even know the answer myself. But I've sent an application form for a college course, I've brought a new SLR camera so I can go adventuring, and I'm even making plans to travel the globe. Oh and I may be starting a YouTube channel as well, which should be fun!
If you read this, then thank you, I'll send you a million virtual cookies, and if you want to comment with any tips on how to get out of this depressive mood/actions, that would be wicked.